"Mujhe lagta hai ab tumhe maa banne ka sochna chahiye."
(I think you should think about becoming a mother now.)
Her mother in law had said. Siya was numb as she looked at the two ladies in front of her.
"Mummy ji? Lekin Raghav abhi-"
(But Raghav is-)
"Wo kab thik hoga ye koi bhi nhi jaanta. Aur zindagi bhar toh intezaar nhi kr skte na. Maano agar wo das saal baad sahi hota hai toh tab pregnancy mai dikkat ho skti hai na. Age bhi toh important hai beta."
(When he will be fine no one knows. And we can't wait for life. Imagine if he gets fine after 10 years there will be a problem in pregnancy then. Age is also important.)
"Lekin mai kaise-"
(But how can I-)
"Beta sirf dimag se bachha hai wo warna hai toh wo 27 ka hi na. Mai bilkul sahi keh rhi hu."
(He is a child from mind else he is 27. I am saying correct.)
Siya was shocked and disgusted at the thought of it. Raghav was literally a child right now. How could she?
Her chachi seemed to have sensed the dilemma and asked for her to come with her.
Siya went behind her and her chachi said.
"Dekh Siya. Bhabhiji jo keh rhi hai maan jaa. Teri saas hai wo. Mai nhi chahti ki tere mana krne ki wajah se wo tere saath kuch galat kre. Tu samajb rhi hai na beta. Aur phir galat kya hai. Raghav ji hai toh tere pati hi na."
(Look Siya. Whatever she is saying agree. She is your mother-in-law. I don't want her to ill treat you if you say no. You are understanding right. And then what is wrong. Raghav ji is your husband.)
Siya knew it was no use arguing when the two have already decided on her doom.
She just nodded and went from there like a lifeless soul.
She straightaway went to the washroom and cried. Letting out her tears freely and cursing her fate she cried.
Just when she was happy with her life with Raghav this had to happen.
How is she even going to convince him without feelings disgusted with herself for taking advantage of him.
For the next few days she thought hard about it while her mother in law has openly asked her about planning a child making everyone shocked.
"Lekin mummy Raghav toh abhi-"
(But mummy Raghav is-)
His elder brother had started to say when she cut him off saying.
"Siya ko koi aitraaz nhi hai."
(Siya doesn't have any problem.)
One look at Siya and they knew she wanted to kill herself for doing this to Raghav but she could not.
That night she and Raghav were sitting in their room as usual and Siya was trying to gain courage and take the big step.
Taking a deep breath she plastered a smile on her face trying not to look like she wanted to die.
"Raghav! Aap ek game khelenge?"
(Will you play a game?)
He nodded excitedly and she gulped.
She started removing his shirt with shivering hands.
"Ye kya kr rhi ho?"
(What are you doing?)
"Game ka rule hai ye. Iske liye we need to be na-naked. Lekin promise me ki ye game ki baat sirf hamare beech rahegi. Aap kisi ko nhi bataoge."
(This is the game's rule. We need to be na-naked for this. But promise me that you will not tell about this game to anyone. )
She breathed out trying to control her tears. He nodded.
She removed his remaining clothes and now he was butt naked.
"Ab meri baari."
(Now my turn.)
He said excitedly and undressed her while she sat lifeless there. When she too was naked like him he asked.
"Ab?"
(Now?)
She smiled with tears in her eyes and muttered.
"I am sorry."
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Before he could ask why was she sorry she leaned in and kissed the corner of his mouth.
He sucked in a breath and she peppered kisses down his neck and chest.
She scratched his back with her nails sensually making blood rush south in his body.
He pushed her back on the bed and hovered over her. His eyes darkened with desire. He started copying her actions and kissed the corner of her mouth.
He then started kissing her neck and chest. He hissed and started pumping his erection.
"It hurts!"
He said and she gulped. She hugged him and said.
"Its ok. It won't."
She held his erection and guided him to her core.
As he pushed inside her she let the tears free and closed her eyes feeling extremely cheap.
She was taking advantage of him.
He felt relief at each thrust and his pace increased. She clutched his shoulder tightly as she climaxed.
A few minutes later he too released inside her and slumped on her tired.
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Siya hugged him tightly and he kissed her head. They slept cuddling like always while Sita tried to hide her guilt.
She hated herself for doing this to him without his permission. He didn't know what he was doing or had done.
After he slept she cried hugging him.
The next few months went by like this. Initially she initiated it but soon after he himself started doing it.
Whenever he would feel turned on he would come near her and start kissing her neck.
He would call her name in a deep manly voice which indicating that he wanted her.
It was seven months into their marriage that she found out she got pregnant.
She didn't know how to feel. For a few minutes she was numb and kept staring at the stick in front of her.
She then threw it in the bin and washed her hands.
Taking a deep breath she went down and broke the news to her mother in law.
Her mother in law blessed her and informed everyone about the news.
Raghav's elder brother's wife hugged her and said.
"Congratulations!"
She smiled and her bhabhi blinked her eyes in assurance. They knew what she was going through.
She felt a tug on her suit and looked down to see their nephew.
"Chachi! Aap mere liye ek chhota baby laa rhe ho?"
(You are getting a baby for me?)
She smiled and nodded and he danced excitedly making everyone smile.
"Tum baby laa rhi ho? Kaha se?"
(You are bringing a baby? From where?)
Raghav asked when they were in their room.
"Ye hamara baby hai Raghav. Jo iss waqt mere tummy mai hai. Wo bhut chhota hai na isliye waha se khaana leta hai."
(Our baby Raghav. Who is in my womb. He is very small so he gets his food from there.)
Raghav nodded and hugged her stomach kissing it.
Siya closed her eyes and her tears fell free.
He was going to be a father and he didn't even know what its meaning was. He was just excited to get a new best friend to play with.
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