Abhishree' POV

It had been almost a week since we have been married.

Till now nothing has happened between me and Raunak ji. 

Although he has started getting a little touchy, like he has started to come near me and kiss my head or cheek at times and even hug me.

It feels a little weird but I can't say that to him.

Also, he has said that he loves me. 

We were sitting in our room at night, watching a movie, when an intimate scene played and I started looking away. 

Oh God! This is so awkward.

Thankfully the scene was a short one and finished in a few seconds. We finished the movie with a normal mood.

I felt Raunak ji grab my hand and place a kiss on it. I turned to him and smiled.

He tucked my hair behind my ear and came near my face. I clutched the bedsheet tightly as my breath hitched.

He kept his forehead on mine and closed his eyes.

"Bhut time se kehna chahta tha. Aaj himmat aayi hai."

(I wanted to say this from so long. Today I have gained some courage.)

He said in a whisper. I can feel his breath on my lips. He is so close to me.

"I love you Abhishree! Pyaar ho gaya mujhe tumse."

(I am in love with you.)

I look at him wide eyed.

He looks at me and smiles. He kisses my head and says.

"Its okay. I know its sudden. You don't need to say anything. Lekin mai wait karunga jab tum bhi mujhse yahi baat kahogi."

(I will wait for the time you will say it back to me.)

I opened my mouth to say it back to him lest he gets hurt but he kept his finger on my lips.

"No need to say it back just because I said I love you. Tab bolna jab sach mai mujhse pyaar ho."

(Say it when you really feel it.)

I nodded and he looked into my eyes.

His eyes dropped to my lips and his Adam's Apple bobbed. I gulped.

He licked his lips and then looked into my eyes.

"May I?"

Wo paas aaye toh unhe rokna mat

I closed my eyes and nodded waiting for his move.

A second later I felt his lips on mine kissing me softly. His lips moved on mine in a slow, rhythmic manner and he pulled me on his lap. 

We broke the kiss due to lack of breath and he smiled and kept my forehead on his.

I was waiting for the classic butterflies in the stomach moment but nothing of that sort happened. Maybe because I didn't love him yet. Or maybe because I am just not meant for all this stuff. For love.

Today I talked to mumma and she asked me to get ready for him to make him happy.

Honestly I don't want to but then I have to for her and papa's happiness.

I opened my almirah and took out a simple saree. I started a YouTube video showing how to drape a saree.

It took me about two hours to get fully ready.

It was already 10 by now. He should be here any moment.

I went out and helped mummyji in the kitchen. I heard the doorbell ring and went to open the door.

He was standing there with his bag. He looks at me from top to bottom and releases a dreamy breath. He enters in and goes to our room. I follow him and keep his bag.

His clothes were already placed on the sofa. He smiled and kissed my head and went to change and freshen up.

We go back out together and have our dinner.

We then go back to our room after dinner and Raunak ji pulls me into his chest as we enter.

"Hamari shaadi ke baad aaj tumne first time saree pehni hai. Something special?"

(You wore a saree first time after our marriage.)

He asked nuzzling his nose into mine. I clutched the saree tightly and mumbled.

"Aapke liye."

(For you.)

He kisses my lips softly and whispered.

"Thank you. I loved this."

"Raunak ji mai-wo-"

(Raunak ji I-that-)

Unhe jyada intezaar mat karwana.

I took a deep breath and looked into his eyes.

"Mai ready hu Raunak ji. I am ready to take our relationship to the next stage."

(Raunak ji I am ready.)

He looks at me and asks.

"You sure?"

I somehow managed to smile and nodded.

He picked me up and took me to bed. He placed me on the bed very carefully as if I was made of glass.

He started hovering over me and looked into my eyes. Slowly leaning in he took my lips between his and kissed me deeply.

The reaction my body gave to his touch was that my heartbeat and breathing quickened.

Author's POV

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He then started to remove his shirt and tossed it on the floor.

He started to remove her saree too. She closed her eyes as he kissed her neck and collarbones.

Her saree too was thrown on the floor and he turned them around and got her on top of him.

He kissed her and his hands started moving on her back. She shuddered as he unhooked her blouse and bra together.

He got them out of her arms but she held it to her chest. He turned them around again and caged her under him.

She was clutching her blouse tightly. He looked at her asked again.

"We can stop if you want."

She immediately shook her head and removed her hand from her blouse. 

He kept looking at her. She held his neck and pulled him down kissing him. He kissed his way down her neck and shoulders and removed her blouse exposing her naked chest to him.

She closed her eyes and gasped as he took her nipple in his mouth and played with it.

It felt weird to her but she didn't ask him to stop.

He moved down to her stomach after being satisfied with her breasts.

Peppering kisses there he undid her underskirt and slowly slid it down looking into her eyes.

He then kisses her toes and made his way up her legs to her inner thighs.

She felt his fingers on her private part and she closed her eyes tightly as he slid her panties down.

She felt him place a kiss on her hot core. Feeling very weird she pulled him up and looked into his eyes.

He understood and kissed her to relax her.

He then removed his pyjamas and boxers and settled between her legs.

He positioned himself near her entrance and entered her inch by inch.

She clutched his shoulders as a sudden sharp pain hit her.

A few tears leaked her eyes and she shut her eyes tightly.

Raunak stilled inside her and said.

"Abhishree? Should I stop? Is it too much?"

She opened her eyes and looked at him tearfully. She gulped and shook her head.

"Give me a moment. Please!"

He nodded and kissed her head. 

After some time she felt the pain fade away and she asked him to move. 

She thought that now that she wasn't feeling any pain she would feel pleasure but nothing. She felt no pleasure. Nothing. And that confirmed her doubt. She was actually not meant for love.
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