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The sun was still rising when Radhika and Madhav returned to the palace stables. Radhika was dressed in her riding gear, fitted breeches and a crisp white shirt, her boots dusty from the trail.

Her hair had escaped its braid, and a few strands danced around her face. She looked alive, her skin glowing with the kind of radiance that only comes from pure, unfiltered joy.

Beside her, Madhav was slightly out of breath. He wasn't the athlete she was. He was laughing at something Radhika had said about his terrible posture during a gallop.

"Maine kaha tha na, Madhav! If you don't hold the reins tight, you'll end up hugging the horse's neck."

(I told you, Madhav!)

Radhika teased, wiping a bead of sweat from her forehead. Madhav wiped his face with a handkerchief, a shy smile on his lips.

"Main girne wala nahi tha, Radhika. I was just...I don't want to hurt the horse."

(I wasn’t about to fall.)

Radhika rolled her eyes playfully and nudged his shoulder.

"Tum aur tumhari baatein. Chalo, let's go inside. I'm starving."

(You and your talks. Come on, let’s go inside. I’m staving.)

They walked into the main living area of the palace, still chatting. Radhika was in high spirits, her laughter echoing through the hallway. But the moment they stepped into the living room, the atmosphere changed.

The Maharaja was standing by the window, his hands tucked behind his back. He turned around as they entered. His eyes immediately fell on Radhika's face, noticing the flush in her cheeks, the sparkle in her eyes, and the way she was standing just a little too close to Madhav. His jaw tightened. He knew that glow. It wasn't just the riding, it was the company.

"Dad! Good morning!"

Radhika said, her voice bright.

"You should have joined us. Mausam aaj bohot pyaara tha."

(The weather was lovely today.)

The Maharaja didn't smile back. 

"Radhika. I'm glad you're back. Madhav, stay. I have something to announce that concerns the family."

Madhav instinctively straightened his posture, his heart beginning to thud against his ribs. He felt a sudden, inexplicable chill in the room.

The Maharaja looked at the staff, then at his daughter, and finally, for a split second, he glanced at Madhav with a look that felt like a warning.

"I have spent the morning reviewing the future of this estate."

The Maharaja began, his voice booming and formal.

"And the most important part of that future is Radhika. It is time we think about the next chapter of her life."

Radhika's smile slowly faded. She felt a knot forming in her stomach.

"Dad? Kya bol rahe hain aap?"

(What are you saying?)

The Maharaja ignored the question and continued.

"I have decided to begin the process of your marriage, Radhika. I am already in talks with the royal houses of Udaipur and Jaipur. We will be finalizing a suitable alliance within the next few weeks. The Rathore name needs a strong union."

The silence that followed was deafening. Radhika felt as if someone had physically knocked the air out of her lungs. She froze, her hands clenching into fists at her sides. Her mind raced. Marriage? A stranger? A suitable alliance? 

Everything inside her screamed no, but the shock held her tongue. She looked at her father, her bold eyes searching for a sign of a joke, but she found only resolve.

Beside her, Madhav felt as if the world had stopped spinning. He didn't understand why, but the words marriage for Radhika felt like a sharp, cold blade twisting in his chest. His breath became shallow. He had always known this day would come, she was a Princess, after all, but hearing it out loud made his heart ache in a way he had never experienced.

He felt a strange, hollow sensation.

"Dad, isn't this a bit sudden?"

Radhika finally managed to say, her voice shaking slightly despite her attempt to stay strong.

"It is overdue."

The Maharaja said coldly.

"Now, go and freshen up. We have guests arriving for lunch to discuss this further."

Radhika didn't say another word. She couldn't. If she spoke, she knew she might break down or scream, and she was too proud for either. She turned on her heel and walked away, her boots clicking sharply on the floor. Madhav stood there for a second longer, feeling lost. He caught the Maharaja's gaze for a fleeting moment, it was a look that said, 'Know your place'.

Madhav bowed his head and whispered, "Excuse me, Hukum," before retreating to the guest wing where he stayed.

That night, the palace was quiet, but for the two souls, the silence was louder than a storm.

Radhika lay in her bed, staring up at the ceiling. She hadn't eaten dinner. She hadn't spoken to anyone. Her mind was a whirlwind of thoughts. She thought about the stranger her father would choose. Someone strong. Someone royal.

"Main kisi aur se shaadi kaise kar sakti hoon?"

(How can I marry someone else?)

She whispered into the darkness. She realized then, with a clarity that terrified her, that every memory of happiness she had involved that shy boy with the soft voice. It was Madhav who knew her favourite tea. It was Madhav who knew that she acted tough because she felt responsible for everyone. It was always Madhav.

She felt a tear roll down her cheek. She was the Princess of Jodhpur, but right now, she felt like a girl trapped in a cage. She couldn't let this happen. She wouldn't. But how could she fight her father? How could she tell him she loved Madhav?

Madhav was sitting by the window, looking out. He couldn't sleep. Every time he closed his eyes, he pictured Radhika in a bridal veil, standing next to a faceless man.

He clutched his chest, trying to soothe the dull ache there.

"Mujhe bura kyun lag raha hai?"

(Why am I feeling bad?)

He asked himself softly.

"She is a Princess. This was always going to happen."

But as he sat there, he remembered the way she looked at him this morning. The way she teased him. The way she always protected him from the world. He realized that his life was built around her presence. Without Radhika, he was just a boy with books. With her, he felt... seen.

He thought about the odd sensation he felt when the Maharaja made the announcement. It wasn't just sadness. It was the realization of loss. He realized that he didn't just care for her as a childhood friend. He loved her. He loved the way she glared at people to make them behave. He loved the way she only softened her voice when they were alone.

"I love her."

He whispered.

"Main Radhika se pyaar karta hoon."

(I love Radhika.)

But then, he looked at his hands, hands that couldn't fight, hands that held no titles. He felt a wave of helplessness wash over him. He was a mere Minister's son. He was the shy boy who stuttered. How could he ever be enough for a Princess who was meant to rule?

Radhika lay in her bed, plotting how to fight for her life, her spirit refusing to surrender. Madhav sat by his window, mourning a love he had only just admitted to himself, his gentle heart breaking.

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