The passing of another month had brought a transformation to the small apartment. The heavy, suffocating silence was gone, replaced by an electric energy that hummed in the air whenever Advik and Sakshi were in the same room.
Ever since the night Sakshi had described him as intense, something inside Advik had shifted. It was as if a door that had been rusted shut suddenly swung open. He stopped looking at Sakshi as a responsibility or a puzzle to be solved.
He started seeing her as a woman, a beautiful, shy, and incredibly resilient woman who had waited for him with a patience he didn't even know he deserved.
And Advik, being a man of action, decided that if he couldn't remember his past love, he was going to enjoy every single second of building a new one.
He had become a master at teasing her. He realized very quickly that Sakshi's blush was his favourite thing in the world. It started at the tips of her ears, moved down her neck, and then settled on her cheeks like a sunset. It made her look younger, softer, and so incredibly loved.
One morning, Sakshi was in the kitchen, her back to the door as she rolled out rotis for Satvik's lunch. The rhythmic thump-thump of the rolling pin was the only sound until she felt a presence directly behind her.
Advik didn't say a word. He simply stood so close that she could feel the heat radiating from his chest against her back. He leaned over her shoulder, his face inches from hers, as he reached for a glass of water from the shelf above the stove.
"Sakshi..."
He whispered, his voice vibrating right near her ear.
"Ji?"
(Yes?)
She stammered, her hands freezing on the rolling pin.
"Aaj kuch alag lag rahi ho."
(You look different today.)
He said softly, his breath fluttering against the loose strands of her hair.
"Nahi toh... waisi hi hoon."
(No…I am the same.)
She murmured, already feeling the heat rising to her face. Advik chuckled, a low, deep sound that made her stomach flip. He didn't move away. Instead, he leaned in a little closer, his nose almost brushing her cheek.
"Nahi. Today your glow is different."
(No.)
Sakshi's face turned a brilliant shade of crimson.
"Advik! Please... Satvik dekh lega."
(Satvik will see.)
"Satvik is busy with his cartoons."
Advik teased, finally taking a sip of water but staying firmly in her personal space.
"Vaise, you never finished telling me... when I was intense, did I used to make you blush this much back then too?"
(By the way…)
"Advik! Besharam hai aap bilkul!"
(You are so shameless!)
She gasped, finally turning around to push him away, but her hands landed right on his firm chest. She looked up, trapped between the counter and his strong frame. Advik smiled, that charming smile, that was starting to become her favourite sight.
"Sirf tumhare liye, Sakshi. Only for you."
(Only for you, Sakshi.)
He winked at her and finally walked away, leaving her standing in the kitchen, heart racing and rotis completely forgotten.
Later that afternoon, Sakshi was sitting on the rug in the living room, folding a mountain of laundry. Satvik was napping in the bedroom, and the house was quiet.
Advik was supposed to be reading a book on the armchair, but every time Sakshi looked up, she found his eyes on her. Not the distant, confused eyes from the hospital, but a gaze that was hungry and admiring.
"Kya hua? Kuch chahiye?"
(What happened? You want something?)
She asked, trying to stay composed. Advik put his book down and slid off the chair, sitting on the floor directly opposite her. He picked up one of his own olive-green t-shirts that she had just folded.
"Main soch raha tha."
(I was thinking.)
He said, smoothing out the fabric.
"Ki humne kitna waqt waste kiya guest room mein."
(How much time we wasted in the guest room.)
Sakshi tucked a lock of hair behind her ear, her gaze dropping to the floor.
"Woh zaroori tha. You weren't ready."
(That was needed.)
"Main toh abhi bhi ready nahi hoon."
(I am still not ready.)
He said, and her heart sank for a second until he continued.
"Ready nahi hoon tumhe itna sundar dekhne ke liye every day. It's distracting, Sakshi. How am I supposed to focus on anything else?"
(Not ready to see you look so beautiful every day.)
"Advik, please stop."
She whispered, though she couldn't help the smile tugging at the corners of her mouth.
"Aap seekh gaye hain baatein banana."
(You’ve learned flirting.)
"Sikhna padta hai."
(I had to.)
He said, leaning forward and gently taking the t-shirt out of her hand. He caught her fingers in his, his touch warm and steady.
"I have to make up for four years of lost memories in just a few weeks. I'm working overtime here."
He pulled her hand up and pressed a soft, lingering kiss to her knuckles, his eyes locked on hers.
"Tumhe pata hai?"
(You know?)
He asked, his voice turning serious but still playful.
"When you get shy like this, I feel like I'm nineteen again. Like a school boy with a crush. I didn't know an army officer could feel this nervous around his own wife."
"Aap nervous hain?"
(You’re nervous?)
She asked, surprised.
"Bhut jyada."
(A lot.)
He admitted, a soft smile playing on his lips.
"Because I don't want to mess this up. I don't want to just be the Advik from your stories. I want to be the Advik you love right now."
Sakshi felt a lump in her throat. This was the man she had prayed for. He didn't have his memories, but he had something better, he had the will to choose her all over again.
That evening, after putting Satvik to bed, they stood together on the balcony, leaning against the railing. The smell of wet earth was heavy and sweet.
Advik was standing behind her, his arms wrapped loosely around her waist. This had become their new normal, and Sakshi loved it. She leaned back into him, resting her head on his shoulder, feeling the steady beat of his heart against her back.
"Sakshi?"
"Hmm?"
"Do you ever miss the old Advik?"
He asked. There was a hint of vulnerability in his voice that he usually kept hidden.
"The one who knew everything? The one who remembered your first date and the day Satvik was born?"
Sakshi turned around in his arms, her hands coming up to rest on his neck. She looked at him with so much love that it almost took his breath away.
"Sometimes, I miss the things we shared."
She said honestly.
"But Advik... the man standing in front of me right now? The one who teases me, the one who plays with Satvik, the one who tries so hard to make me smile? I wouldn't trade him for anything."
Advik looked at her, the playful glint in his eyes fading into something much deeper, much more profound. He reached out, his thumb tracing the line of her jaw, his touch as light as a feather.
"I have something to tell you."
He whispered.
"Kya?"
(What?)
He paused, looking at her as if he was seeing her for the very first time and the millionth time all at once.
"I don't remember our wedding."
He said, his voice husky with emotion.
"I don't remember the last four years. I don't remember the man I used to be."
He leaned down, his forehead resting against hers.
"But I don't need those memories to know how I feel right now. Sakshi, I think... no, I know. I'm falling in love with you. All over again. Maybe even more than before."
Sakshi's breath hitched. A single tear of joy escaped and rolled down her cheek.
"Advik..."
"I mean it."
He said, his voice thick with sincerity.
"You're not just my responsibility, Sakshi. You're my home. I don't care about the years I lost anymore. As long as I have the years ahead of us, I'm the luckiest man alive."
He didn't wait for her to answer. He leaned in, his lips meeting hers in a kiss. It was a kiss of promise, a kiss of recognition, and a kiss of a new beginning. It was intense, just as she had described, but it was also full of a new kind of tenderness.
As they stood there on the balcony, wrapped in the warmth of each other, the past didn't matter anymore.
Advik held her close, his heart full, finally understanding that love isn't just about what you remember, it's about who you choose to be with, even when you've forgotten everything else.


















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